TRAUMA LOOPING IN CYCLES OF DESPAIR
Trauma looping in cycles of despair A world looked so round until I found myself going in circles Searching for the end of the earth when all I ever wanted was the end of life Transcending the bounds of the human experience My soul wants exit through the throat Why has life bounded me to such relative cycles that I cannot see Tortures that aren’t even mine and I despair My emotions are locked and loaded and neither I or the drug can access them The drug I seek the drug that will unlock the coding that has kept me prisoner for lifetimes Looping Cycles That aren’t even mine .. I despair Punching the walls until my fists are numb with dry blood Blood less life a spirit exists to only desire exit upon change that cannot be found here I despair To only find myself in pairs that don’t fit , an unfit match I cradle a broken baby who is afraid and shamed for being a mindless child With a compass leadin
